Change

A news changed my life, and I know that it’ll change me forever. It’s nothing I expected at this time or part of my life but it’s there. It’s inevitable. Eventually I know I’ll have to deal with it. It scares me but this part would come sooner or later and I’d have to deal with it. My relationship would never be the same again. Things would change. I get scared every time I think about it but it has to be dealt with maturely. I need strength, most of all I need all the support I could get. This won’t be an easy journey but it’ll be fun all the same.

Moving Forward

I learned not to dwell on the past, that’s what I keep telling everyone. I learned to stop blaming others; it’s not going to improve my current status. There’s no behind, just forward. This is the thing that matters. The thing we all should look forward to. This is what I look forward to. Moving forward, this is what I’ll treasure.

i had a pretty good talk with my friend Ed earlier over breakfast. I was able to let go on him thoughts of my current situation. I could never thank him enough for listening to me like that. It was a relief on my part. I actually realized that whatever i feel now is nothing compared to what others had gone through. They were still able to make it in one piece so why would i not be able to make it in mine? It seems i have not yet mastered the art of problem solving despite dealing with various math problems over 5 years in engineering school. Yes it is different from life problems and this is just a start, well at least I'm learning.

So anyway this one little tip my friend gave me in that great conversation we had is this, write down any problems, whether it's financial or whatever, writing it all down makes the problem more visible rather than just having it floating all over your head. I did it and it was a heck of a lot helpful. This is an age old advice, i know, and has been sold and resold but we always need a little push & reminder every now & then. I'm just caring to share. Try it, it helps.

new page, all mine

I found a new home; here I can feel that I’m in control. I’d be forever thankful to multiply but mostly the posts there are about items people would like to sell online. I’m fine with that, this move is long overdue and I’m glad I did. Now the question, do I move my old post or start a fresh? Think, think, think…